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So I've been doing a lot of thinking, about things like work and life and all kinds of stuff.

Someone recently mentioned to me that I suffer from something of a persecution complex, and that got me to wondering . . . do I really?

Or is it more that I find it easier to blame other people for persecuting me, rather than to take the responsibility for my own difficulties?

Someone else once said to me, "It's what it looks like, not what it might actually be."

The subject was cheating on one's boyfriend, but the phrase is still applicable.

With those thoughts in mind, I reviewed some past work situations and came up with quite a different viewpoint.

I'm not sure that I like the results of my thoughts.

*frowns*

Namely, that maybe how things look is, sometimes, more important than how they are, and that maybe I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and start making things look better.

And I had a whole lot of other things to say, but Netscape just froze, it's ridiculously late, and I'm going home to bed, and to ponder some more.

*ponders*